"TRUST THE UNIVERSE. There is no when to that, there is no if to that. It is. Release your specifications & say to the Universe : FIND ME WHERE YOU KNOW I NEED TO BE. Let them go & trust that the Universe will provide & so it shall. Let go of all. Let your higher self complete its task."
Last May 29, Friday night, I had an accident at the GMA MRT stairs, I fell 3 to 4 steps...and sprained my ankle.
There were about 5 people who helped me that night. First was this fellow commuter, a man who looked at me for a few seconds then I asked him if he can call the guards or the police upstairs cause I can hardly move my left foot nor stand up. Then there was this lady about my age, her name is Tina who works for Japan Airllines. She just went back to check on me. She said she saw me sitting on the stairs... She said she waited to see if I'll go downstairs and she got worried when I didn't go down after a few minutes that she then decided to go back and see me. We were complete strangers. Tina really offered to stay with me.
Then the guards and the MRT officer that time came to help me. They even offered to place me in a stretcher but i declined. They then carried me on a monoblock chair going to the taxi stand. It was a really scene... a bit embarrassing but i did not think of it at all. They rushed me to East Avenue Medical Center. It's the nearest to the MRT station and to our new place in Teachers Village.
I called on my sister to meet me at the hospital.
At the emergency / trauma department of the East Avenue Medical Center, I've seen a lot that night... people with different emergency cases... I've seen a woman seated on a wheelchair about to give birth and bleeding. I've seen an old man in pain having a foot surgery a few steps away from where my wheelchair is. I've seen a kid girl with her mother who says her child fell from the stairs and has been vomiting. I've seen a host of several cases during the few hours that I've waited there to have my splint made. A few realizations came in.
I would like to believe I was placed in that specific area that time or shall I say, had this accident for a reason. One copywiter friend told me that perhaps it's a sign that I should slow down a bit... with work that is. I've been putting myself into so much work lately perhaps to keep myself busy & not entertain sad thoughts.
In one of the books that I've read, feet related aches or sickness indicate the fear to move forward... or move on. Well, I am contemplating on that. Trying to think which aspect of my life do I need to review and let go fully.
From all these, I shall go back to the very simple thought of "trusting the Universe" (God) and letting go and knowing that you are perfect and in the right place in your spiritual journey.
That night when I had the accident I've seen a lot of my other selves -- mirror reflections. I've seen a kid and her mom, a woman, an old man, the MRT officer and the guards and Tina. I have even seen some of my fears. But then again, I know and I am aware that a Greater Knowledge is working with me towards my perfection -- that is the perfection of my soul.
To Tina Mulato, the GMA MRT guards & officer that night & to the guy fellow MRT commuter who helped me that night, & to the doctors & hospital staff at The East Avenue Medical Center, to the our building guard & staff, much thanks to you all po!
Then the guards and the MRT officer that time came to help me. They even offered to place me in a stretcher but i declined. They then carried me on a monoblock chair going to the taxi stand. It was a really scene... a bit embarrassing but i did not think of it at all. They rushed me to East Avenue Medical Center. It's the nearest to the MRT station and to our new place in Teachers Village.
I called on my sister to meet me at the hospital.
At the emergency / trauma department of the East Avenue Medical Center, I've seen a lot that night... people with different emergency cases... I've seen a woman seated on a wheelchair about to give birth and bleeding. I've seen an old man in pain having a foot surgery a few steps away from where my wheelchair is. I've seen a kid girl with her mother who says her child fell from the stairs and has been vomiting. I've seen a host of several cases during the few hours that I've waited there to have my splint made. A few realizations came in.
I would like to believe I was placed in that specific area that time or shall I say, had this accident for a reason. One copywiter friend told me that perhaps it's a sign that I should slow down a bit... with work that is. I've been putting myself into so much work lately perhaps to keep myself busy & not entertain sad thoughts.
In one of the books that I've read, feet related aches or sickness indicate the fear to move forward... or move on. Well, I am contemplating on that. Trying to think which aspect of my life do I need to review and let go fully.
From all these, I shall go back to the very simple thought of "trusting the Universe" (God) and letting go and knowing that you are perfect and in the right place in your spiritual journey.
That night when I had the accident I've seen a lot of my other selves -- mirror reflections. I've seen a kid and her mom, a woman, an old man, the MRT officer and the guards and Tina. I have even seen some of my fears. But then again, I know and I am aware that a Greater Knowledge is working with me towards my perfection -- that is the perfection of my soul.
To Tina Mulato, the GMA MRT guards & officer that night & to the guy fellow MRT commuter who helped me that night, & to the doctors & hospital staff at The East Avenue Medical Center, to the our building guard & staff, much thanks to you all po!
Amazing Ena! I just finished reading all your entries, they are touching, uplifting and filled with optimism. They are so you. A soulful writer lives within you indeed! Write some more sis coz i want to read some more. Blessings! =)
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